Tuesday, May 21, 2013
Why Not What If
Why don't we practice what we believe and know? Why do we claim to have all the answers in the light, but when darkness comes we stumble? I, and many of friends, have a deep and real relationship with Jesus, and in the past year, we've had the biggest doubts of our lives. There has been a lot of stuff thrown at us that wasn't fair or right, and we let it get to us. We said beforehand that we have a God who never leaves us, yet we felt so alone. We knew He would never forsake us, but we stood forsaken. Or so we thought. What if we carried our beliefs into the darkness? What if we acknowledged and understood the truth of our oneness with Christ in what seems like a storm? What if we really made the joy of the Lord our strength when depression hit. This sounds so simple in theory, but it becomes crazy hard when we try to practice it. In the light, before the storm, it's easy. But when doubt comes and we are tired, it's hard to keep on. What if we really understood who we were? What if we really understood what we were capable of doing and not doing? What if the revelation of our dead sinful nature was real to us? Why do we willingly resurrect a dead man? How different would our lives and our world be if we practiced what is true, even when we can't see it?